Erupt

You know that moment when you feel as though your head is going to explode?!

The moment when your very brain turns into blazing lava and your skull is the volcano ready to erupt on the next person who sets you off?!

You’re unable to step one foot in front of the other.

You can’t get your words out the way you said them to yourself in your head.

Your fingers won’t mold this piece of clay into the masterpiece you see behind your eyes.

You try to push on and you try to keep going but you stumble, you fall, you break.

You’re pushed, you’re shoved, and you’re buried.

You scream! You cry! 

But no one even blinks their eyes.

The desperate moment when you try your hardest to breath but the air is too thick with the tension that you’ve created from your own volcano of anger.

You have that dire need to be free from all this transgression that you’ve chained yourself to, like a bike on a rake.

You quiet your screams in the comfort of a soft pillow.

You cry until all your tear ducts run dry.

Your body falls limp.

Your mind grows tired.

You’re emotionless for the moment for the moments have claimed them all.

The feeling of relief creeps through your veins like liquid.

Your skin crawls with chills from the sudden removal of baggage.

You feel as if you could close your eyes and float into the heavens.

The release of emotional lava has crept its way through your ears, eyes, throat, and has found its way out of your life for this moment.

So enjoy this moment for these moments come so inconsistently.

They need be treasured… for you will inevitably erupt again.